"Do not permit the events of your daily life to bind you, but never withdraw yourself from them."
Perhaps my actions of yesterday could be classed as an 'act of stupidity'. I know of at least one person who would agree with this. I would call it an act of hope.
Maybe it worked, maybe it did not. I do not know and feel it is not my place to press. I will accept.
And I will meditate.
If anyone needs me from now until midnight, you know where to find me.