Apr. 6th, 2010 02:02 am
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Daily Zen:

"One who conquers himself is greater than another who conquers a thousand times a thousand on the battlefield."

It would seem this month marks the beginning of some very strange things. Good things. New things. And very strange things.

As of this morning I have decided to make it my job to have Shiraishi-kun up and out of his dorm by 6am to come and sit with me. We will meditate. Exercise. And then I will walk him to his first class of the day.
I have also made it my job to do something else. I will need to talk to all of the Shitenhoji team about that.
I also plan to take him somewhere this weekend. The two of us.

I am worried for a friend I, perhaps, should not be.

And... it seems, Rin, that you were wrong. It was never my move to take. It was taken for me. I now have what I wanted, though I did little to attain it myself.

Date: 2010-04-06 02:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gouya-killer.livejournal.com
I'd congratulate you, but I don't believe in happy shit right now. So pretend this is a good comment and I'll give you a better one some day.

Date: 2010-04-06 08:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] master-of-zen.livejournal.com
... I see. Very well.

Date: 2010-04-06 01:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gouya-killer.livejournal.com
No, you don't see. I'll tell you more about it...later.

I'm sorry I snapped at you, Gin. Reading that came at a bad time. I really am happy for you.

Date: 2010-04-06 01:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] master-of-zen.livejournal.com
You do not need to explain anything to me, Rin. Nor do you need to apologise. I was not upset. And I am sorry my words came at a bad time for you.

Date: 2010-04-06 01:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gouya-killer.livejournal.com
I do need to apologize. You don't.

And I do, because what I have to say may change a lot about your perceptions of me.

Date: 2010-04-06 02:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] master-of-zen.livejournal.com
Then you are forgiven.

The way you say that implies something bad has happened. Does this mean you would want me to think badly of you?

... We can talk. I will listen. And my understanding of you may chance, but my friendship will not.

Date: 2010-04-06 02:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gouya-killer.livejournal.com
Want you to think badly of me? No. Will you anyway? That...remains to be seen.

Don't promise things until you know the whole story, please....

Date: 2010-04-06 06:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] master-of-zen.livejournal.com
I will make the promise. Because I know. And I want to hear the whole story from you.

Date: 2010-04-06 06:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gouya-killer.livejournal.com
Next time I see you online, then. I'll at least give you the overview. Not sure about details.

Date: 2010-04-06 06:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] master-of-zen.livejournal.com
I will take what I can get.

Date: 2010-04-06 06:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gouya-killer.livejournal.com
As long as you're not worring. I'm fine. Mostly.

Date: 2010-04-06 07:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] master-of-zen.livejournal.com
I worry. But I trust you to take care of yourself. Mostly.

Date: 2010-04-06 07:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] master-of-zen.livejournal.com
It would seem taking care of yourself is limited to "not dying". Getting hurt does not factor in to that. ... And you are not the only one with that philosophy.

Date: 2010-04-06 08:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gouya-killer.livejournal.com
Not dying is very important, though. If I get hurt, it just means I have to be more careful next time.


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