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I have spent a long time thinking about the matches today. Yes, we won. But at what cost?
Two matches were won by default and that leaves me unsatisfied and troubled. My match should not have ended with an injury to the other team. That is not what strength should be used for. I know why it happened. I blame myself.
I hope the upcoming matches fare better. As I am once again debating the wisdom of continuing with this tournament.
Two matches were won by default and that leaves me unsatisfied and troubled. My match should not have ended with an injury to the other team. That is not what strength should be used for. I know why it happened. I blame myself.
I hope the upcoming matches fare better. As I am once again debating the wisdom of continuing with this tournament.
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Date: 2010-01-10 12:48 am (UTC)And you're wrong. I don't have whatever control you assume I have. If I did, then the guy wouldn't have gotten hurt. So I guess that means I'm still really far away from being anything like what you expect me to be.
[OOC: It probably doesn't help that Tetsu's just so used to being angry with Gin, that it's become an automatic reaction a lot of the time. >>;]